My friend told me to stop being in denial. I'm not in denial, I was trying not to let my emotions show and just handle whatever was going to come my way. The reason I can't be mad at him is because he wasn't a jerk about it. I believe the best in people. But the truth is, regardless..though there were no bad intentions involved.. though things just didn't work out.. one person invested her emotions and in the end got hurt. Tried to do some damage control early on but it was already too late. I was willing to give my all, but it isn't fair if it's just one-sided.